[ruinstar] of [tempestclan]

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Name: ruinstar
Rank: leader
Clan: IceClan
Age: 34 moons

Personality:

we feel stupidity when we stop, trying to think of what to say next

____xx;In the shadows lies a lurker, so desprete he would be willing to do anything for one cat. Ruinstar is a deep shadow, well in his eyes you see the ghost of his past. He is a very quiet, yet lecturary tom. He never speaks of his past. Ruinstar is just a very quiet leader giving him very many chances to never speak about deep things that are going on in HiddenClan. He is like an old, ancient artifact, a crafty yet quiet cat. Ruinstar is very wise though his heart lies within a veil of shadows.

____xx.Along the lines of being a quiet tom, Ruinstar is quite strict. He is kind of like Crookedstar an ancestor who used to lead RiverClan. He isn't to strict but is strict enough to get your attention but he is also a father to three. Ruinstar is a mean cat if you get on his nerves or if he feels like he needs to be a devil like cat. Ruinstar is never really that devilish but he will be if needed. He is quite mean and protective about territories.

____xx.There is a totally different side to Ruinstar. You see him as a shy cat but when you are apart of his clan you do the way things he plans them to be. Like he is very bossy sometimes making sure cats do things right. He is a hateful devil, crossing borders if he wishes, though he waits for other clans to cross his borders and then he likes to battle. Nobody knows why he goes from such a lost and quiet cat to a devil. But Ruinstar is a masterpiece of work.
Appearance:

we are born looking like our mothers or fathers or ancestors

____xx.As most said as a kit Ruinstar had been quite hansome for being the smallest. He had a sleek black and white pelt. It seemed as delicate as a spider's web. Ruinstar's fur is a plain old white pelt with the black splotches all over it. It is semi-long meaning kind of in the middle of short and long. It isn't really long like a LaPerm cat and isn't short like a normal bengal cats fur. Ruinstar has hansome deep faded gray stripes running along his spine and to the tip of his tail. His muzzle isn't long but isn't flat against his face, it is semi-long like his fur so not long like other cats would be. A stripe runs through his nose painting it a bit of faded gray on his nose.

____xx.Ruinstar has a deep eye color. They are like pools of deep dark blue liquid making you stop and look deep into his eyes. But those deep dark blue pools shade a secret. Many she-cats look into his eyes wanting to say they love him but knowing Ruinstar's past. His eyes are like rain drops forming small puddles, shaded by dark stormclouds casting the pools of little liquid drops a deeper shade of blue. Ruinstar's eyes were never actually such deep dark pools shaded of gray in the dark blue color.

____xx.A tiny body sheds the light. Ruinstar had always been the small one of the litter. Never grew to his liking as a kit with four older brothers and one sister. He was always "The little one!" or "The stupid, pointless bug!!!" Many cats laughed at his size especially three of his older brothers including his sister every once in a while. He is smaller then most leaders but he is much more stronger then he looks.

and sadly we have never understood the beauty of our looks as we hunger and yern to be different...

History:

I lay the lines clear, but they still cross, I learned to do what I thought was right, I loved someone I loved everything about life, till my heart was ruined in two...

The life of a kit is so sad sometimes but it makes you smile to see the cuffing of the ears, the giggling, the laughing, the playfulness. But never once had you seen a kit so lonesome, so picked on, and so desprete in need to dig his tiny claws into his mother for protection. A kit so tiny and ragged was the same way. Lost in the mountains with many as his own. Digging into the flesh of ground wishing to be dead. That my friends is the story of Ruinstar who accomplished great things with a cuff on the ear. Never had Ruinstar believed that love and life could come so easily if he just did what he felt was right and if he listened to his own heart talking...

A tiny kit pitfully squeled as it came out of its mother. Three more came, two came also. Minutes passed and the mother convulsed giving a wail of pain. The medicine cat would just stare, nudging poppy seeds closer to the mother. Lastly the last kit, a ragged black and white kit, much tinier then his siblings. "There names will be Boulderkit for being much bigger then the rest. Arkkit for being so slender looking like the ark of stone. Ivorykit for those ivory oval eyes. Ferretkit for the color of his fur. Ah a she-cat. Her name will be Shadedkit for the beauty of her fur and eyes." The mother paused when looking at the ragged one, the runt, the small one. Many moments passed as the other five sat there starring at the black and white one. "Littlekit." Was all the words that came out of the mother's mouth.

Now see Littlekit was born in a litter of seven though I did not say the kit who died was named Seastorm a she-cat. If Seastorm had actually been born alive Littlekit would of never have come into the world. But StarClan wanted Littlekit to come into the world so they had Seastorm stillborn. Poor Shadedkit, amongst her beauty of being one to attract the toms she grew up the closest the only best protecter of Littlekit.

The mountains trembled as Littlekit tumbled away, knocking straight into Boulderkit. The mother of the six's name was Crisis but the father was a HiddenClan warrior named Firearrow a tom of hansome beauty and strong muscles. No wonder Boulderkit looked like him but with a different color more rusty-brownish-grayish pelt. Firearrow visited every two moons though soon he found Crisis sleeping. When the father got closer he saw the smallest of the litter Littlekit huddled up to his mother, her shallow breaths up and down. Crisis heartbeat slowed. Crisis's last words were. "Firearrow and Shadedkit take care of my littlelest a kit who taught me size is not what it is all about." Crisis was speaking of the scrap of black and white fur that was named Littlekit...

The time came when Firearrow abandoned HiddenClan to take care of his kits in the mountains. Many said Firearrow created a mountain tribe up there and some say he died there in the mountains the night his kits became apprentices of HiddenClan. Well the moon passed and every kit talked, slept, and ate actual prey. Boulderkit and Ferretkit picked on Littlekit knowing that they were the best and Littlekit would never stand a chance against him. Arkkit never bothered with the teasing but would sit and count as many little rocks as he could. Sometimes Shadedkit would tease him but in a kind way, for she was the only one besides Firearrow who heard the words of her dead mother. Nobody knows why Crisis died. Firearrow took his kits back to HiddenClan that same moon.

HiddenClan welcomed the kits in kindly, never asking who the mother was. No one dared question Firearrow except why Littlekit was so small. Time passed and Littlekit became Littlepaw. Boulderkit was Boulderpaw. Shadedkit was Shadedpaw. Arkkit was Arkpaw. Ferretkit was Ferretpaw. The teasing stopped after the leader found out and Boulderpaw was the apprentice of the leader who was Weststar at the time. Littlepaw grew lonely, his mentor's name was Darkdevil a scrappy yet powerful tom. Only Littlepaw knew of Darkdevil's secrets and plans to take over HiddenClan. Soon Darkdevil was made deputy. He murdered Weststar knowing the leader was on his last life. Everyone never suspected Darkdevil though some did. The days passed as only Littlepaw and Shadedpaw and Arkpaw knew of Darkdevil's murder. Darkdevil became deputy as Urchinflame took the place as Urchinstar.

Littlepaw was eight moons, walking alone near the wall and beyond the Wall of Stone. A sleek, stealthy silver she-cat with faded gray stripes was on TideClan territory. Littlepaw was quickly brightend by the site. Well the she-cat and him were both out hunting and Littlepaw pretended never to see her and she pretended like she had never seen him. Finally, suspicously Littlepaw killed the prey the she-cat was going to catch. The she-cat wasn't furious though she did call him mouse-brain twice. After cooling down Littlepaw introduced himself. The she-cat said these words exactly. "Ha! Littlepaw? No wonder your name is Littlepaw. You are a tad bit smaller then most. Though I am also a bit wee tiny myself. I am Sleekpaw, Sleekpaw of TideClan." Littlepaw and Sleekpaw talked for about an hour. Finally they departed and Littlepaw promised to see her again. But she said these words. "Promises, promises, life we live day or night light or dark. Promises, promises break the heart."

Well Littlepaw had vowed but never saw Sleekpaw again. He was much larger now having a growth spurt when he hit ten moons but still was a tad bit smaller then others. Sleekpaw on the other hand was still small. Finally the day came when the two met, they talked but a toms voice called out the name Sleekpaw three times. Sleekpaw departed with a nuzzle and a lick on the check of Littlepaw. It turned out Sleekpaw had been followed by a tom named Jesturepaw. Jesturepaw orcadined to Sleekpaw liked Sleekpaw and loved her. More moons passed and Littlepaw told the secret of Darkdevil's murder who was now Darkstar since Urchinstar lost his last three lives to blackcough one winter. Both cats were 12 moons. An outrage grew in IslandClan and then the rumor passed to the other two clans. Darkstar was chased out but told Littlepaw that he would be back to seek revenge.

Another beautiful she-cat who was two moons younger then Littlepaw in IslandClan stole his heart away. Her name was Seekingpaw a beautiful amber tabby with a maple bark color tint. Sleekpaw was so outraged knowing that she only loved Littlepaw but she found out from Shadedpaw that Seekingpaw had stolen his heart. Sleekpaw was so outraged she slipped into IslandClan that same night and made Littlepaw come with her. Littlepaw was tired and when he saw Sleekpaw it mad him feel horrible as she explained hearing from Shadedpaw that Seekingpaw had stolen his heart. "We only went hunting twice." Littlepaw had said. Sleekpaw left Littlepaw standing their on IslandClan territory and never came back for over two moons. The gathering came and Littlepaw who had renamed himself Ruinpaw was now Ruinstone of IslandClan. There she was, as beautiful as before, Sleekpaw who Ruinstone found out was Sleekice. Sleekice also saw Ruinstone still suspecting he was Littlepaw. Ruinstone slipped towards her. She ignored him till he finally told her there right at the gathering in no place secret that he loved her and changed his name to Ruinpaw because his heart had been ruined because he had done something so stupid as an apprentice.

Sleekice was confirmed by Shadedsoul also of this confession and name changing. They slid away unoticed by anyone except Ferretfang, Ivoryclaw and Ruinstone's older brother Boulderclaw. Well Boulderclaw, Arkfire, Ivoryfur and Ferretfang along with Shadedsoul knew the secrets of the two lovers. Time passed again and Sleekice was deputy who was pregnant with Ruinstone's kits. But something else happend also... Seekingeyes also had Ruinstone's kits before he even knew the she-cat loved him. But Ruinstone's heart lied with Sleekice who met Ruinstone once more before the day the medicine cat suspected the kits would be born. Sleekice told Ruinstone she loved him but as her duty of being a deputy, that she couldn't love him nor see him. Instead Sleekice said she was starting to love another tom now. Everything changed as Ruinstone watched Sleekice look into his eyes with deep pools of light blue. Sleekice and him sat there in the moonlight under a tree together, her tail twined with his but broke apart. The kits were coming...

Ruinstone watched Sleekice give birth to his kits. Eight beautiful kits lay there with Sleekice. One was stillborn who was named Eaglekit because of coming into the world even if stillborn and the other died right after being born alive and he was named Hawkkit for bravery of dying. The one whom Sleekice was starting to love had seen the whole thing of Sleekice with Ruinstone and the six kits with the stillborn and the one who died right after being born alive. Jesturetail never forgave Sleekice for it and as a consequence Sleekice lost her position as deputy and was chased out secretly by Jesturetail and five of his closest friends. Ruinstone never saw his kits nor his love ever again. The time passed when Ruinstone was chosen deputy. Boulderclaw and Ferretfang were quite jelous but knew the occurance of Ruinstone losing the love of his life. Well the leader Opalstar died bravely as her last life was swept away like water sweeping away a shell on the shoreline. Ruinstone was Ruinstar forever till all his nine lives were also swept away. Ruinstar in the early morning would stand the graves of his two kits on the border of IslandClan and AvalancheClan promised this:
"No matter where you are or where you went or if you broke the truce of not loving a cat from another clan you are someone. Eaglekit. Hawkkit. I will find your mother and your six siblings, I vow my life to you and your mother. I have made mistakes in my life that I have never regreted and I never will. The past will always haunt and hunt us down till we finally turn and scream in terror of losing our own twisted lives."

Seekingeyes the mother of three of Ruinstar's first kits had heard this speech and was quite shocked. Ruinstar came back to camp his head hanging low and his tail sagging at the thought of his dead kits and where Sleekice and the six be. He explained many things about not loving Seekingeyes who never told her kits that Ruinstar their father didn't love them as children but as a clan. Ruinstar has lived on as a ruined cat eversince....

Role play Sample: The night shone briefly through the trees scattering light that dappled the ground. The light danced across the floor like a candle lighted flame. A tom sat there beside a sleek she-cat who leaned against his shoulder. Though both were smaller then most they looked as if they had always been wanted together. "Did you ever wonder why so many things happen at one time?"
"No I haven't."
Came the reply of the tom's voice. The she-cat's light blue eyes like an icy fire danced with happiness. "Together we shine, Sleekice. Just you and I." Came the tom again his voice muffled a bit by the wind. Sleekice looked at Ruinstone knowing that the deputy and the love of her life would surely have to know what was going on outside of their private life together at midnight.

Ruinstone watched as Sleekice's eyes moved across the place they sat, on the border. It never bothered him that they crossed eachother's borders but Sleekice was more worried about it then ever before with Jesturetail on her shoulders all the time. "Ruinstone. We need to talk about something..." Sleekice mewed her light blue eyes going paler by the moment and her tail flipping back and forth on the moist ground. He looked at his mate knowing something was wrong. "What is it Sleekice?" He purred gently. Sleekice starred at the ground and twined her tail with his knowing this would break him in half. "We can never be together. I have started to fall for Jesturetail, Ruinstone. I don't know why but... but. We are in different clans." Ruinstone's eyes, deep pools of blue widened in shock. It felt as if a badger's claw had struck him and pierced him through the heart. The words reapeated in his head.

"We can never be together Ruinstone...."

Other Characters: look in my siggie, but I have sooo many other kitties to make like Sombersong, Minnowpaw, Ravenpaw, Mistaken, Hauntedpaw, Moon, Stormcloud, Curse... ect.

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